verdant_fire: (shr: bleed through)
verdant_fire ([personal profile] verdant_fire) wrote in [community profile] 221b_recs2014-10-19 09:06 pm

fic rec: Alternate Endings

Title: Alternate Endings
Author: cathedral_carver
Pairing: John/Sherlock
Length: 5145
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Major Character Death
Verse: BBC
Author's summary: When you're the writer, you're in bloody charge for once. Aren't you?

Reccer's comments: This has haunted me ever since I read it over a year ago.  It's such a nakedly realistic depiction of grief that reading it hurt, and I mean that as a compliment.  The structure is brilliant: the way what happened is revealed a bit more in each iteration, the way that John uses words to reshape his reality, his edge of hysteria as he does it, the ambiguity about which things really happened, and the interspersed quotes about writing--they all combine to make this something indelible and deeply moving. This is basically the Atonement of Sherlock fics.

[identity profile] cathedralcarver.livejournal.com 2014-10-25 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much :) This fic was really hard to write and it holds a special place in my fanfic heart.